Friday, October 28, 2005

Happy Birthday to myself


Today is my big day. No, not my wedding, but my birthday. For the first time there were a group of friends sang me a birthday song and several even gave me presents! Which was what touched me for I used to pass my birthday in an more ordinary way than ever. By the end of the day I received a novel, which is a love story--Hmmm my favourite :P --- and a model toy, which is cute. Even I don't know what the model is, I know that it's popular and what is the most important is their heart is buried inside this toy, and I can feel it, indeed. So, I'd like to deliver my 1000 times thanks to my friends that you all made me feel love. You know what, love can be in uncountable senses, love bet. couples, love bet. friends, love bet. parents, to name but a few. We used to know this but never did I ever really understand and feel it before until, today. Yea.

Now I wanna share with all of you a story which occurred to me (means got a brainstorm) all of a sudden. (deleted)

What makes this story so special is that even me, the author of this story, have no idea how many characters related to L are there in it, up to your imagination. One? Two? What about three?

BTW, I wanna express bit of my feelings on the drama, "Point Pleasant". Overall it's excellent, having a fantastic plot with innovative ideas on the topic of God and Demons, which opens my eyes. Everything goes well but one problem, which lies in the name of the protagonist of the whole drama, the daughter of demon-------She's called...............................................................................................................
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Kristina. =.=" I can't concentrate on the drama as soon as I realised what her name is.

Cheers

Kelvin.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

I'm back


It seemed ages since I last time post an entry. So what have I been up to during these days and whatsoever made writing an entry become a luxury? Well, the Notebook. It is a love story with an ordinary plot but extraordinary touching. The protagonists, Noah and Allie, fell in love with each other when they were fourteen. Allie's mother, however, abandoned Noah from seeing her for he was a poor guy. So after spending the sweetest summer of all in their life with each other, she left with tears. They haven't seen each other since then. When she grew up, she met a wideknown lawyer, Lxxx(oops suddenly forgot his name) , and they gradually fell in love. Everything was fine, that they was even preparing to marry before long, until when one day Allie saw a news article about the death of Noah's dad. This little article with but several lines of words triggered her memories about past days. SHE HASN'T PUT DOWN HER FIRST LOVE, NOAH, AT ALL. Struggling for a lifetime long, she decided to call on him, with whatever reason that even she was not clear.

Things turn out in an unexpected way. Once they saw each other again after all these years, they fell in love again just like how they were when they were fourteen. They kissed, they hold each other, they made love, finally their soul became one. This is real love as you can feel it from this little book. She didn't want to hurt anyone but there's gonna be someone, and that's Lxxx.
Being similar to those Disney movies' ending, they lead a happy life for the rest of their life. The story doesn't end here, but I'd like to keep it secret and leave it for you to find out when you read this book.

I had spent for about 2 days reading this book. On a whole, it's worth reading. I myself DO like love stories, which may be partly why I shed tears at that time. You may like it too! ^^

Today in class period our class's video was broadcast in the school hall. It was pretty good, better than last year's, which is what we called "larn gec" . this year's is funny and we can learn sth from it, which is fantastic. Though, I couldn't enjoy it with full heart, not knowing the reason. (maybe. I don't wanna know the reason neither. I would tel myself to just let go and forget what I'm supposed to forget.)

After school I went home by MTR with plane, which triggered my memories but I'm not going to tell you guys. Hehee.

And after coming home, I sat down in front of the computer and start typing this entry like an idiot. =.="

Cheers~
Kelvin

Thursday, October 20, 2005

A song

This song is perfect!


自君别后(片尾曲)

天茫茫,水茫茫,望断天涯人在何方,记得当初芳草斜阳,雨后新荷初吐芬芳,缘定三生多少痴狂,自君别后山高水长,魂兮梦兮不曾相忘,天上人间无限思量。 天悠悠,水悠悠,柔情似水往事难留, 攜手常亭相对凝眸,烛影摇红多少温柔,前尘有约今生难求,自君别后几度春秋,魂兮梦兮有志難愁,天上人间不见不休。

Try to digest every word in the lyrics.
Enjoy.

Life-Long Disease

Guess what. When I came back from a dinner with mom and sat in front of the computer, I forgot what I was to write before I set off. So... I suppose this will be the end of today's entry. :P
(This is the shortest entry yet of all)

Emerged at the back of my mind

I'm just awake from a 2-hour nap. Well, life's like this, things just happen to keep bothering you and keep you from falling asleep. This time it's phone calls. For hundreds of times of ringing of the phone successfully kept me from asleep. Great. Tht's mom and a secret man. Mom phoned me to ask me out for dinner, which was what I had promised her before. Then for several times someone unknown just phoned me and then had his mouth zipped up without making the slightest sound. No sooner had I realised that than I hung up the phone. Well, if everything just happened in other time than when I am sleeping, then it's alright. You get my point.
When I got up and walked to my computer, I noticed an incoming message from a foreign friend, which said, "HI, wat u doin" Yeah, what the hell am I doing? Was I not supposed to be either working hard on my homework or doing rivision? instead, I was sleeping.

"Err....just woke up"
"lol... y sleep? wat time is it? howz u"
"6:00.... well I'm alright.......... but tired"
"tired? why tired?"

Oops. I don't know neither. Why am I tired all the time?
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Wait! Time to go out for dinner with my mom. :P
Continue tonight.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Rofl ~ Hahahahaha



After a bath which made me fresh, I had myself sat down and started working on today's entry. There're more things than ever to say today.
To begin with, what I find in Maths lessens is that it's getting more and more boring. We are making barely any progress in the grand topic named Calculus. No time am I not worrying about if this chapter can be finished on time before the fast approaching HKCEE. In two weeks we have learnt the basic concept of Limit, finding the derivatives using the first principle and differentiating with some rules, such as the product rule, quotient rule, chain rule and all. Nathan, Scott and I just have no idea how long we can still stand. lol...

What comes next is about the tutorial centre. Nathan, Lam and I went to K. Kwong's centre for Chemistry tutoring as usual. Guess what! One, He spoke in lightning speed, with his words whizzing throughout the whole classroom. Within a minute we all felt dizzy. I wondered if he was preparing for next year's International Tongue Twister Competition through the lessen. Two, he didn't even give us any single minute to think about what he had just said or the questions but keep forcing piles of concepts into our brain. Gosh!

By the way, tomorow, oops, should be few minutes later and it's the birthday of a classmate. She said she's worried that no one is going to celebrate with her on that day. Listen to me, Ling, don't meet the trouble halfway. Instead you should worry that there'll be too many ppl when time comes. lmao~

Last but not least (hey I wanna drop a remark here: This is the first phrase (or maybe also the only one :P) I learnt from the great teacher Miss Ngai when I was in Form 1), I wanna introduce all of you a song, entitled "I don't love you no more(I'm Sorry)" . When I first saw the name, I thought it's about a man telling his lover that he's not loving her anymore. That's until I read the lyrics that I don't know it actually is about a woman walking away from a man. Oops.
Here's the lyrics:

For all the years that I’ve known you babyI can’t figure out the reason why latelyyou’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)if there’s a problem we should work it outso why you giving me the cold shoulder nowlike you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)okay I know I was late againI made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)I’m sick and tired of this silly gamedon’t think that I’m the only one here to blameit’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors That’s when you turned and said to meI don’t care babe who’s right or wrongI just don’t love you no more Rain outside my window pouring downwhat now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorryfeeling like a fool cos I let you downnow it’s too late to turn it aroundI’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry I guess this time it really is goodbyeyou made it clear when you saidI just don’t love you no more I know that I’ve made a few mistakesbut never thought things would turn out this waydoesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)me at the door with you in a stategiving my reasons but as you look awayI can see a tear roll down your face That’s when you turned and said to meI don’t care babe who’s right or wrongI just don’t love you no more Rain outside my window pouring downwhat now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorryfeeling like a fool cos I let you downnow it’s too late to turn it aroundI’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cryI guess this time it really is goodbyeyou made it clear when you saidI just don’t love you no more Those simple words hit so hard they turned my whole world upside down girl you caught me completely off guard on that night you said to me I just dont love you no more Rain outside my window pouring downwhat now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorryfeeling like a fool cos I let you downnow it’s too late to turn it aroundI’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cryI guess this time it really is goodbyeyou made it clear when you saidI just don’t love you no more

Hopefully I don't mean anything.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Back to Home


Here I am, rite at home, planning what to write in this entry. To conclude, merely two things did I learn for today, and they are :

1) I learnt that numerous classmates in either our class or those next door are wasting no time
in revising textbooks or notes from tutorial centre during recess, lunch, and even in the
interim of lessens! How hardworking they are! I could not face myself for I fooled around and
daydreamed while others are making progress in their studies and well prepared for the
HKCEE. By now I realise that it may be too late to discover this (or not). Yet, I have to put
lots more effort on study at the expense of the time for playing games and daydreaming. I am
with the idom I learnt today, "Where there's a will, there's a way.".

2) Well, by the time I finished the first point I have had the second point lost in my mind,
and gone with the wind. :P

I'd like to deliver my apologies here. (hehee)

So as to compensate I'm going to show u an article about my country, China's manned space mission. As yet there were merely 2 space flights, though China announced the next manned space mission will take place before long:

(Copied from BBC.co.uk)


China's space plans

China has announced that its next manned space mission will take place in 2007. The news comes shortly after the country's second space flight returned safely to earth after five days in space. This report from Daniel Griffiths:

Listen to the story

China's wasted no time in setting out the latest plans for its ambitious space programme. A senior official said the next manned mission will be in 2007, when the astronauts will attempt a space walk. After that, scientists will focus on developing the capability to rendezvous and dock with other spacecraft. He added that China also wanted to recruit female astronauts in the near future.

The announcement comes just hours after the country's second manned space mission touched down in the remote grasslands of inner Mongolia. The returning astronauts have been given a hero's welcome, riding in an open car in a nationally televised parade. Thousands of soldiers and groups of schoolchildren lined the route, waving Chinese flags. It's a sign of the great importance China attaches to its space programme, viewing it as a source of national pride and international prestige.

The most joyful school day of the week - Day 7

Here's the time-table of Day 7:
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Chem --> correctin' the shitty worksheet
English
} foolin' around and learnin' how to speak just to make sounds.
English
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recess --> foolin' around n time for a touch of snacks.
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Computer
} "computer studies" lessens are used to play "Counter Strike" . Well, both of'em
are abbreviated "CS" rite. lmao~
Computer
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lunch --> gotta on duty.... most painful period for today. Whole lunchtime is ruined.
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Chinese --> Well, after lunch it's probably time for a nap. zzZZZ....
Maths
} Nothing particularly hard is goin; to be taught. According to the DaLian students of the
same form, our Maths curriculum is about one to two years behind theirs.
Maths
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See. This is how we spend our precious time at school. And guess what! I'm in the computer room in the school rite now!
well gotta go for the important thing -- CS.
Continue later.

Monday, October 17, 2005

Out of my Expectation...

Here's the bad news of today:
1) I tried as hard as I could to finish the Biology and Chemistry tests within the time limit, though it was in vain.

2) I received my marked English composition, which was the first composition I wrote in this term. The result was unexpectedly unsatisfactory. Which is what made me blue for the rest of the day.

With barely any preparation, there's nothing I could blame for. Or that's myself if there's any. It was me who didn't pay much attention on the test and take it serious for ever. I kept chatting with friends and went for a film even when I knew the tests were ahead. I realised that I myself lacked self control all along, and I made no effort at all to fix that. Instead I just let this go on. It was with no doubt that I had entirely overlooked the consequences of lacking self control. It kills. Hopefully, it's not too late to collect myself and equip myself for one of the fatal, all-or-nothing moments, i.e. The HKCEE.

Well so that's all I'd like to talk about the tests.

So what about my shitty composition?

Yea, I did devote myself in the composition when I wrote this, which took me forever to have it done. I always take composition homework seriously and expect something out of it. I, however, missed for once and immediately felt totally down. Being frown, I found myself hard to concentrate on the lessons.

Be that as it may, the unsatisfactory result alarmed me that I have to work harder in all aspects and not to be blinded by my own ego.

In all, I regard it as a warning delivered by God to remind me that one wrong step may bring a great fall.


BTW, I got stuck in a M.I. question:

Please prove that (2n)! >= (2n)^n for all natural numbers n.
Leave me a solution should you know the answer.
Thanks.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Alas !

It was like a few days ago a classmate's English notes made me understand that I'm still 100000000...000 miles far from being okay in English. When my friend went through her notes, we found some words n phrase, that we had never ever heard of n couldn't believe that is English. One Example is "Alas!" . err......"What on earth's that?!" I thought to myself as soon as I noticed that Mars Language. It was not until on that night when I looked up the powerful online Dictionary that I understood what it means.

a·las ( P ) Pronunciation Key (-ls)interj.
Used to express sorrow, regret, grief, compassion, or apprehension of danger or evil


err....... It's okay, it's merely one single word that I duno.
Then what came next was...

"eureka" ,the another word that I hadn't even heard of.

eu·re·ka ( P ) Pronunciation Key (y-rk)interj.
Used to express triumph upon finding or discovering something.


Thanks to the lovely notes that it's just Day one.....

There were indefinite freak vocabularies if you say so ?.

Facing a barrage of alien words which I duno, all I could do is----Sigh.

Anyway, I wanna thank this classmate for opening my eyes.

There's nothing special today. Which is why I write about things happened days before. Hope there're more things to say in the coming days.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

I Don't Have Any Money!


It's my first time since I was born. When I had finished my breakfast in a fast food restaurant in the vicinity and reached for my wallet, I found $15, which is not enough. Jesus! n I was in a hurry at that time, no time to waste! I called my dad at once to come down to take the bill. My dad put on the clothes n got down as fast as he could, n that was like 15 minutes later when he finally showed up. After that I zipped across the pedestrian road to the bus stop.

Were it not for that incident, I could have been early to the tutorial sch n be the first one to leave. The dream's ruined.

Then I went home for lunch n had a touch of daydream, for about half day I guess(That's my favourite!). And by 5:45pm, I gotta go to Venture meetin'. Hmm... There's nothing special 'bout the meetin'.

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Ah I wanna introduce you the recent album for which I feel great affection-- Wanted, by Bow Wow.

(foto shown upthere at the top of this entry.. Err... I'm still tryna figure out how to have my pics placed in wherever I want it. lol~ )

*Should you wanna dl these songs, I recommend http://www.emp3world.com/

1. Do You
2. Big Dreams
3. Let Me Hold You
4. Fresh Azimiz
5. Caviar
6. Like You
7. B.O.W.
8. Go
9. Do What It Do
10. Is That You(P.Y.T.)
11. No Money

Generally ppl give positive comments, be that as it may, I found one interesting review in the Amazon.com :

On WANTED, Bow Wow tries to act older by cursing and using terminology such as "n****". His constant use of the "n" word just goes to show you that Bow Wow tries a little too much to act grown up. But, just like his R&B contemporaries Mario (18) and Omarion (20), they all try just a little too hard by adding adult references and "mainstreamed" CDs as I like to call them that don't feature the infamous PARENTAL ADVISORY label (Mario was the most successful in pulling off his CD). The production for the most part is fine, yet sometimes it sounds too much like the song before it, flawing the particular song. For the most part, Bow Wows raps tend to focus too much on his age, being grown up, and on cockiness. Here's how I evaluate each song:

1. "Do You": Bow Wow tries too hard to be older here, the production is ok with a nice choral effect in it. 3/5

2. "Big Dreams": A Much better track than the opening tack that features nice drum programming, a nice serious and believable rap from Bow Wow with a nice hook. It catches your attention, yet compared to The Game's "Dreams" for example, it still doesn't capture a certain emotion or dramaticism that such a performance as "Dreams" by the Game or say "Why" by Jadakiss does. The Album's 3rd best track. 4/5

3. "Let Me Hold You" feat. Omarion: The flagship song for the album. This was smart of Bow Wow to choose this as the first single. The production is simple, but very nice featuring a haunting synth line and nice booming bass. Omarion sings the hook/chorus beautifully and Bow Wow has a nice rap. The very best track on the Album. 5/5

4. "Fresh Azimiz" feat. J-Kwon: Corny, corny track. The production here I don't find to be very stellar and it makes the already corny, cocky rap by Bowo sound even cornier. What makes it worse is the fact that it isn't anything other rappers haven't done better than Bow Wow before. Uninspired, one of the worst of the album. 2+/5

5. "Cavier" feat. Snoop Dogg: The worst album on the track. There is too much hook and not enough substance to hold this track up. This is probably of Snoop's many collaborations his worst and most uninspired by a mile. This is very, very corny. 2/5.

6. "Like You" feat. Ciara: The second best track on the album, good production along with a very nice collab. with Bow Wow's girlfriend Ciara makes this track good. The production of this track overall has a nice timbre to it, especially when Ciara sings the hook in unison with Bow Wow rapping it. 4.5/5.

7. "B.O.W.": The fourth best performance on this album. Basically, this arrangement features only a background drum programmed beat with Bow Wow's rap as the center piece. Believe it or not, Bow Wow pulls off this very well. It is too hooky, but it is still a notch above "Caviar", "Fresh Azimiz", and "Do You". 3.5/5.

8. "Go" feat. Jermaine Dupri: This is an average track, but not bad like "Caviar" and "Fresh Azimiz". It is listenable with a nice vocal harmonies as well as a repetitive hook. The major problem with the hook is that it is too repetitive and grates after the 4:24 track is over. Another flaw is that this track sounds too much like Jermaine Dupri's earlier songwriting and production work on Kris Kross's "Jump". He practically aludes to it when he raps about his first recordings in his basement. Not a bad track though. 3/5.

9. "Do What It Do": This is yet another "floptastic" track, yet not as "floptastic" as earlier ones. Jermaine Durpi once again appears, making too many appearances by the same guy in one album. The positive thing is that he doesn't have his own verse in this song. Again, you get tired of references to Bow Wow's age and his cockiness showing once again how hard he is trying. Other flaws include the hook isn't as catchy as the other tracks and the production is too similar to the other tracks. 2.5/5

10. "Is That You (P.Y.T.)" : More of the same basically. It is corny and nothing that we haven't heard in the rap world before. The production again sounds too similar to everything else as well as the beat. Is that James Ingram singing the hook? I'm not sure, but whoever is providing the vocals there, it is a nice refreshment to a boring track. 2.5/5.

11. "Mo Money" feat. T. Waters: Despite an overabundance once again to dirty references/profanity in an unlabeled album, the production is among some of the best production work on the whole of the album. The hook is catchy and overall the rap/song are ok, not stunning, but average. 3/5


Well, so what do u think? Although there're ppl givin' sorts of comments, as what is in the chorus of "Do You", we should be ourselves and get in our own lane.

Good nite.





Oops!


Just found a pretty pic. Hope this can make my lovely weblog (plz dun laugh at the carpet :P) less plain~ lol.
I guess that's a Japanese Porn Star acting a school girl, makin' an attractive gesture.

Maybe its a bit porno, I dun care, as long as it's not unacceptable.

Well, after all it's what I called "The Harmony of Beauty"


Hahahahaha.

I will post out more pretty pics whenever there's nothing special on me that day, so that the readers, that means u, wun be bored. Hehe^^

Friday, October 14, 2005

A day filled up with boredom and sleepiness~ zZZZZ


I always believe that if u didnt get enough sleep the night be4, the next day you're doomed to failure. That's wht it happened today. No sooner did I get up, than I felt extremely sleepy again. I had to drag myself school with ny greatest effort. When I got back to my classroom, I was stil struggling to open my eyes widely. Worse still, due to my own laziness I didn't revise for the Chinese test today. Which means I had to do that today morning, though I was much too sleepy to have that done. As a result I sucked in the test, of course. = ="
Then everything went in the way it used to be until after school, when I asked Miss Leung, our Biology teacher, something in the book. I told her I dun understand why one of the figure's like that n then what I heard is, "Oh, because this figure is wrong." Ill~ I wondered why not even one single classmate had encountered the same problem as me. My classmates r really tough, see.
Well gotta go for study.

P.S. BTW I am figuring out how to post pics right now. :P How clumsy of me when facing technologies! Gosh!

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Unfortunately my weblog is started on a day when all the things got stuck

It's unlucky that my weblog is started on a day when everything gets stuck. It's a public holiday, which means I could have studied heaps of things today. But by contrast, I haven't even finished the slightest things at all! Why's that~ No idea. Time just slipped away n, when I glanced at the clock, "Oops it's already 23:00....". And I couldn't collect myself. I felt tired n sleepy all day and couldn't concentrate when readin' Chemistry text book n Chinese books, to name but a few.I hate myself for being like that. Nevertheless, I can't help it. Whenever I behave like that I have a strong feeling that I'm wasting my precious time. n one more thing. Which is weird is that everytime I feel that myself can't concentrate tht day then the sun is shining fiercely through my window into my room. I don't know why, but it's real. I guess no one can account for that.

Well I think that's enough for the first entry. Actually I did have another weblog long ago but sadly enough that I keep forgetting about it from time to time. Finally I gave up. n 5 minutes ago, I was very interested in owning a weblog again all of a sudden. I'm not quite sure when I will forget about it like the one before. After all you just can't consider so much rite~ You just have to let things go in the way they're meant to.I should stop by now. Gotta go for the silly game "Armymen II":P , though it's funny.Good nite, myself. Kisses.