Drill Holes in my brain.

Don't panic. I don't really mean to drill holes on my brain. It's not the first day that I realized that I can't see things from different views. This problem has not been fixed up until now. I"m not going to tell you why or when or who inspired me to have this thought again, though I'd like to try my very best to share with you how I feel about that.

I'll take Biology as an example. When I see the following question: Why's the number of urination or a pregnant woman more than a normal adult?, I can't help but to think in the most common way, which is what everyone can think of, i.e. there's the embryo producing urine and so the urinary bladder is full in a shorter time. This is a factor, yet this is not responsible for the significant change. Guess wht. The answer is that since the embryo is in the uterus, occupying a large space, and so the urinary bladder is compressed, resulting in a smaller capacity of urine.
Err.... well, I just don't understand what on earth makes the difference that I can't think of any relevant answers while others can, without the slightest hesitatoin. The only reason I can think of is, as in Chinese saying, that My brain can't "turn as fast as the people can" .

So, how am I supposed to fix that up? I have no idea. Read more? If I know something just because I read it before then I don't regard that as solving the problem. I want my answer to come from my brainstorm, but not from my memory. Maybe I'm wrong, as I used to be.
Someone please help me.

The next thing I want to talk about is that, as I grow up I gradually really realize that not everything hidden in your heart can be exposed, coz this may hurt others, annoyed others, make others feel hatred, which are what I don't want to happen. I gotta learn to say the appropiate things.

That's the rule I learn, "Look before you leap, Think before you speak".

PS: BTW I'd like to thank my good friend, desiree, for sharing with me those verses in the Bible and all the things you helped me. You're sweet. :P

Cheers

Kelvin

Sweet November

For mom said the movie "The Sweet November" would definitely tug at my heart-strings, I decided to gave it a shot yesterday night when it was broadcast in Pearl. I'm undoutedly crazy about love stories, as are love movies, and so after a bit of hesitation I decided to spend more or less two hours on sitting straight on the sofa watching this touching movie. The story is about Nelson, a man who works for an advertisement company, helping large organizations to design the ads; and Sarah, a woman who always does crazy things. One day they met by chance, and within one minute she could feel that Nelson devoted himself too much on his work. He needs to change, she thought. Then she convinced with any method she could Nelson to drop down his job and live with her for one month. That month is November. This month did change him, all over. During that month, they went shopping like a couple, kissed like a couple, and most of all made love like a couple. They did everything but job. By the end of the month Nelson started to realize how beautiful the world is lying in front of him. He .....................

Oops, suddenly not in mood. I guess I'll continue next time.

Kelvin

World Mathematician???

Today during the Biology lessen, Mrs Leung, our Bio teacher told us about her husband, who is full of fansy if all she said is for real. We had double lessens, and she only took one of them to finish the short topic, Growth and Development. Then being given pressure by us, she told us about her husband. Though she didn't tell us his name, she said that her husband is the only Chinese in an cosmopolitan organisation, namely somewhat like "World Mathematician" (plz do tell me I remember wrongly). It sets out proposals to help big organisations to beat others down and trigger wars between countries or nations and from it transfers the capital to the specific country by some unknown methods. And after every job he can get a large sum of money. But there's a limit for every member, i.e. one can only works for 10 years in that organisation.
And now, Miss Leung's husband no longer needs to work and the money he earned is more than enough to support the rest of his life. Isn't this a man of fantasy?!

As you can see, today my entry is not as good as the past ones, because I am going to play Soldier of Fortune 2 now, so I'm in a rush. My heart is already there actually. So I think I should stop here.

Cheers,

Kelvin

One more day wasted in my unnoticeable life

Today morning I got up late, indicating the approach of the fall. When the weather gets cold, I have to struggle for quite a while before I can finally get up for cleaning up, as is the majority of the peoplle. Finally it took me more than half an hour to have myself ready for school. Still fighting to open my sleepy eyes wide, I arrived at school. Then I got to my classroom and sat down purposelessly, staring blindly at my classmates do homework. It was not until the second bell had rang that I woke up from my daydreams and zipped downstairs to the covered playground. I had to on duty. Damn! I was already 5 minutes late! I ran and ran, as fast as I could, hoping no one would have noticed me being late. Well, it was not the first time. You know, memorizing things is my Achilles' heel. Fortunately neither Mrs Kung nor the teachers of discipline blamed me on this.

Then I got back to the classroom after the Assembly had ended. Woo. There were two classmates absent today, they were Ozone and Ling. "Hey, they must have gone together with the wind!" I joked with Kit. "Maybe to watch films or library together! You lose, kit. Haha." I didn't know how he felt at that moment, yet I knew he was not happy with that at all. He acted as if he didn't care but I knew it. I just knew it. Um, nothing special with the lessens, just boring and monotonic, teaching us how to waste time efficiently.

After school I had the Chinese tution. I received the test last time and my result was 33.5 out of 30. You must be confused by then, that how can my marks be higher than the maximum marks Yeah, I couldn't figure out why too at first, and I was exhilarated about this abnormal phenomenon. My laugh froze as the teacher said she had doubled the maximum mark before marking for accuracy, which pathetically meant I only got half of the questions right. Good.

Once finishing the Chinese tution, I rushed to the covered playground to play my favourite game, the Happy Chess for a while until half past five, which was when I left for dinner at my grandma's flat, eating the same food every time.

After that I went home and is right now typing this entry which is without a single theme.

Cheers,

Kelvin

New seats

For once again there's nothing special happened today so here I am to write about my new seat. I sit on the sixth row from the door and the second last column. Which is awesome for I am close to the window and so able to have a view of the outside beautiful world during boring to death lessens(Hey I didn't say English lessens! Don't misunderstand!). Wheneveer you are sleepy, all you need to do is to cast your eyes over the enormous area emerald trees of Shau Kei Wan (Oops, Sorry for my extreme exaggeration.) and you'd be forgiven for starting to daydream you're in Amazon exploring the nature, and then you no longer feel sleepy. Trust me. Though afterall you're not paying much attention to what the teacher is saying as well. :p Sleeping or daydreaming makes the only difference.
Umm.. What's next. Yea. All the classmates sitting around me are as quiet as the carcass. On the good side I can concentrate on my work at any time. Be that as it may, I can't help but acknowledge that the surrounding atmosphere is so tedious that I have to gasp for fresh air like a fish out of water. Without Nathan or Scott, my best friends near me, I'm a bit depressed. Gone are the days when I sat with Scott and Nathan. Which was when I enjoyed most.
To end up this entry, I hope all people can always work their very best out of their life and, treasure your friends. You never know when you'll lose them. Too late will it be for you to feel regret for not treating them good enough when they're by your side. Think it over, my pal.

Cheers,

Kelvin

P.S. I have set up a forum : http://kelvinds.15.forumer.com/index.php?act=idx

It's new so don't expect there's anything inside. No expectation, no disappointment. :p

Happy Chess

Like what I used to be, I can't think of any special things to say, and after squeezing my brain for a while here I am to share my feeling on the recreational activity, namely "Happy Chess" with those of you who are reading this entry rite now.
To begin with, I would like to introduce to you whatsoever "Happy Chess" is in case some of you don't have an idea what I am typing about. Hmm... Should I say in this way, that western people play snooker while Chinese play Happy Chess. Happy Chess is somehow like snooker, yet with a smaller, square table and shorter que. Moreover, the "balls" in the Happy Chess game are chesses which are flat-bottomed. The rules are more or less the same with snooker, that is to shoot all the chess into the pockets.
Generally Happy Chess is a game for two players, though very often people form teams of two to play by taking turns to shoot. But of course, One on One is always the most enjoyable way to play.
I enjoy playing this game since it's easy to play it well. The tempo can be extreme, either devilishly slow or speedy. Despite being a two-player game, many people are entertained because the audience also enjoy watching the match. I think this game suit the people here since the tempo is just like the lifestyle of people in Hong Kong. Happy Chess really make you happy.

I guess that's all for my feelings on Happy Chess.

BTW, I realized that I haven't written a single response to From The Heart since the beginning of this term. Hope I will write in response someday.

Cheers,

Kelvin

The most important thing yet of all in our Class

School picnic? Exams? Whatsoever is the thing that my classmates most concern about? Guess what, it's changing seats! Gee! Our changing seats sytem is like this: on the first day of each month we can change our seats by different methods. The majority in my class are excited when they hear that they can change seats. Mr Li, our class teacher, however, is not fond of it in any sense. And this brings a CLASS WAR among us and Mr Li periodically just like menstruation. It's a miracle tha he can hear our giggling and murmur but is never able to 'hear' us whenever we ask him about changing seats. Undoubtedly he always turn a deaf ear to us under this situation, with no exeption. Though there's nothing we can do but to wait for his consent. Lol.

Didn't we make a deal? Why's that we are just like begging him everytime? It's totally above my head. Very often I just sit on my chair which has a "on9" symbol on its back and enjoy that splendid scene when they're struggling for our rights. They're exactly doing the same thing as what "long hair" do in front of Legco.

I think that's all for the story of "Changing Seats."

What following is about the movie clips we watched today at school, which were established by our classmates.

There're totally three of them.

Well I"m sorry to tell those who are reading this entry that I have nothing to say about the first two clips since they're far beyond my understanding. Firstly, I couldn't hear the conversation but the sounds of the background, which have cars moving by, piercing the air. Hmm... It's okay I can still understand them by looking at the subtitle, I thought. No sooner did I have this thought than the subtitles diappeared. Gosh. What followed was the dimming of the screen. Now I could only saw black dots moving on the screen and hear the sounds produced by the cars. Good. I could totally understand the clip. Yea I did, I did got it. It told me it's time to ask the classmate sitting in front of me in the hall for his N-Gage intead of wasting time on the UFO- Unknown flying objects. So what about the second clip? the protagonist is my friend, yet I couldn't stop myself from telling you how I felt about that. Just like the first clip, it has subtitles without fading out after a short while, and I can understand the whole story quite well. Nonetheless, throughout the story I could only see the protagonist whizzing around in the flat and do all sorts of housework. And then I saw the most meaningful thing yet of all shown up -- The End.
Ok, I guess it's an ETV and it's teaching us how to do housework. Yes, it must be so. I get it.

The third clip, which was also the last one, was really nice. The voices of the characters wouldn't be covered up by the background sound, and there're subtitles. Moreover, there's lots of punchline and I laughed at all that. You wouldn't think those jokes were "larn gag". Hmm... And despite a lot of jokes, the theme stands out clearly. I really enjoyed it.

After the movie clips, we finished school.

I stayed there for another hour to play "Happy chess". :P

Cheers

Kelvin

One of my Favourite songs

I love the way you love me

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there
And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane
But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me

And I like the sound of old R 'n' B
And you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times

CHORUS

(Listen to me now..)And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you..

CHORUS


Enjoy.
Kelvin, still feeling blue......

Does it worth wasting an hour everyday for nothing.

Realising that there's not much special to say for today, I have decided to write about our don't-know-what-the-hell-is-happening English lessens. Well, how am I supposed to start sharing you this endless nightmare? Um. Almost every day we have two English lessens, which the majority in our class regard as a self-study period lasting for an hour and twenty minutes. Throughout the lessens the whole class is surrounded by a bored-to-death atmosphere. Yet, you can observe the real character of classmates. Some of them read newspaper or the pamphlet published by school to learn vocabulary and sentence structure; some spend their time for chit-chat; some sleep throughout the lessens, hoping to regain energy for the study after school; most of them daydream while the others, which is the minority, really listen to the teacher, Chrisdinner . I, however, spend most of the time observing what the others are doing, then searching for the most meaningful thing to do. The English lessens are so monotonic that I'm feeling blue writing a bloody long passage to describe the circumstances during our lessens.

Moreover, I learnt something these few days. It's well known maxim, i.e. Look before you leap. (三思而後行) You gotta take responsibilities on what you've done.

I'm not going to tell you why I suddenly have this feeling though coz that's secret. Yet, I'd like all of the ppl who have read this entry to think it over.

Last but not least, I wanna tell someone(Let it be constant T) something (other readers can neglect this paragraph), that when I'm serious, you're not by my side and ready to tell me what you think, and when you are beside me I'm not in that kind of serious mood as you expect I am. I'm sorry for that, T. I'll work my best to try to be what u expect. hope we can figure the problem out.

Cheers,
Kelvin

A pretty easy day

Well, there's nothing special to say for today but a bit easy, neither was there pressure from quizes, homework or whatever nor harsh lessens, by which I mean Chemistry and Chinese. We do have Chinese lessens, two Chinese lessens for this day, but today they were replaced by the appointment ceremony of the Student Association, which lasted for a whole hour! Worse still, I had to on duty in the hall and stand straight throughout the ceremony... Some of the form three students were so active that they kept talking and giggling non-stoppedly. Being clear that speech is my weakness, I simply approached and gazed at them instead. No sooner had they realized my gaze than they behaved better. That's a cool experience because by merely staring at their eyes deeply for a few seconds they got flurried and flustered. Nonetheless, afterall my fatigue covered the cool feeling, and I wanted nothing but to sit when I finally got out of the hall.

Then it's lunchtime.

As usual the form two students were never naughty in my eyes , only talking and having fun all the time, which shown how energetic they were, just like when I was also a form two student few years ago.

Time flied.

After dinner I went for a hair cut. Well it's soso I guess.

Then I sat on in front of my laptop again as usual and typing my entry with no content inside, just "blowing water". Right now I am planning to eat corn flakes after finishing this entry.

I think I should stop now for I am a bit hungry. :P

Cheers,
Kelvin

Everything went to the downside

As what the actor in the drama "Aladdin" said, "Everyday there's a sucka". And that's me.

I went to bed late last night for I had been struggling with a film with forgotten name, and that marked the beginning of the nightmare.
I had to go for Additional Mathematics tution today morning and I just woke up in time. I had to brush my teeth and gel my dry, hard hair almost at the same time. Unconsciously I took out a piece of bread and placed it in my mouth and then I set off.
When I arrrived at the tutorial school it's 8: 50, which meant I was a bit late, though luckily enough the tutor was busying as a bee and so didn't bother to scold me or whatever. I sat down as soon as I got in and started to do maths silently, making no signs of my presence because I knew today is not my day and if I didn't pay much more attention than ever on my paper I would be the last one to leave this room. Despite my working hard, I still couldn't leave as early as I used to (In this tutorial school u can leave as soon as you have finished the paper, which somehow motivate us to do faster~), which made me depressed.

Then I back home and took a little break be4 lunch. After lunch I felt even more sleepy and with a pile of Biology notes in front of me and in my hand, I couldn't help but to go for a nap. lol~

And by 5:00 sth, i.e. now, I'm about to go out for swim (I'm still learning :P) with my friend, plane.

Horay! This is how I wasted my weekends! How marvelous! I had planned to do loads of stuff but everything turned out in an opposite way.

From this weekend and hundreds of thousands of weekends that I wasted before I learnt the importance of getting enough sleep. Watch out.

BTW, here's a site somewhat called love calculator, telling you how to get involved with desired person. Cool , rite~ (or "mo liu" ?)
Here's the link:

http://www.doctorathome.com/love/love.php?e=45eop-yrsrh2wefvy5whbj-y

Enjoy!

Cheers,
Kelvin

A Drama

I had a great day today, which is rare for me. There was no Chemistry lessens, the most boring lessen yet of all for I'm totally a jerk in this field; and no English lessens, which are with no doubt waste of time, but instead, we were arranged to go to the hall to enjoy a drama, of which I can't remember the full name but something like "Aladdin". Saying from the heart, the drama was not grand at all but it caught every audience's attention and no one was daydreaming or doing other things. All people were watching the actors and actress performing confidently with exaggerated facial expressions. They speaks fluent English as they are native speakers and so we could learn something from 'em. There was no any "dead air" throughout the drama and everyone was excited and kept exclaiming. The whole drama impressed me.

Finally be4 school we had a long break.

A nice school day, huh.

I guess that's all the special things for today.

(Oops~ Seems a bit short today :P)

Chao.
Kelvin

Caught a Cold

With the air conditioner turned on in such a cool day in the poor ventilated classroom, I can't find any reason for not catching a cold. When I set off form my home today morning the wind breezed through my skin and the drifting clouds together with the shiny sun form a beautiful but natural picture which made me feel hope in life. Though it's not all plain sailing.

My nose has allergy and so I often sneeze even under little unfavourable conditions, e.g. ups and downs in temperature, whether the air is fresh or not. to name but a few. Therefore, there's merely limited time I can reallly enjoy the day without having my nose cupped by my hands. Gosh~

When I got back the classroom, well it's ok, a bit cool but after all it's ok to my nose. but as more and more classmates got back to the classroom and the windows still kept barely opened, I began to feel being smothered. Couldn't breath in any air, or fresh air more precisely, and I couldn't help but gasping for fresh air. merely few of the mates also felt so while the others felt nothing. Then, there came the lessens. During the Biology lessens, Miss Leung, our Bio teacher commented that it was hot and turned on the air conditioner. Woo~ Why don't you open the windows instead, I wondered.

As what I learnt from a TV programme ages ago, students in Hong Kong never know the difference between FRESH AIR and THE AIR GIVEN OUT BY THE CONDITIONER. They never understand, never. And we, those who have nose allergy have to take that. That's somewhat fate, my friend.