Sudden Thought

Sudden Thought. Just going to leave a small paragraph here.

The Past.

I could feel it, perhaps unconsciously.

From the start I could feel that she, but she was the one I was really looking for.

I did nothing. I dare not. I was afraid. And I held back. Then I regret.

I regret.

Just like the book you lend me ages ago, It's not until I'm going to lose it that I learn to treasure it.

I wish, I wish I have the chance. But I am afraid still, that you're too high to reach, xxxxxx.

Merry X'mas

Kelvin

Relax day

Time flies without a trace. It still feels like it was yesterday that I last dropped an entry here, though in reality it's been 8 days. Being fond of too many things at the same time, I hardly motivate myself to drop by.

Well, so what to start with? First, the tv program, Point Pleasant. Yesterday was the end of the Point Pleasant episode one. At the end Kristina became evil and killed Jessy(not sure bout the spelling), who was the only one that can defeat her and stop her from bringing death to the town they lived in. This is a breath catching tv program. Though I'm a bit upset about the over simple ending.

Second, My friend being on the headline. With the newspaper's City main page in my hand, I saw my friend, Janet on the newspaper headline, that she was rewarded for winning the toy designing competition. She rocks!

Third, tea time. Today right after school Plane accompanied me to the Pacific Coffee in North Point. We stayed there for more than an hour, enjoying ourselves. Everything there was, well, gr8.

As you can see, in fact today I don't quite feel like writing weblog.
It sucks. :P

Kelvin

Minnie

Minnie, one of my best friends.

It had been a long time since we last time saw each other in Tsang's. I missed her. I missed her so much.

She's different from all I've known.

I like her so much (of course as a friend, or I gonna be killed :P).

I like her pure.

I like her beauty from the inside.

I like her loveliness, which is not acted, she is cute.

I like the way she teased me.

I like the way she laughed at me.

I like how natural she is.

I like how she looked when she's doing A maths with super speed.

I like her when she's drinking chocolate 雪貓.

I like her having no sense in playing poker.

I like the time when we're rushing through the rain.

I like the time when we're sharing an umbrella.

I like the way she laughed innocently.

I like the excited look on her face when she's telling me what Blythe is.

I like her sudden high pitch when speaking.

I like her surprised look when she found that her thought that she's taller than me is wrong.

I like having dinner with her in KFC, 吉野家.

I like her being happy most of the time.

I like the time when we were taking sticky photos, which was my first time.

I like her hurrying me up when we're adding pics on the photos in front of the sticky photo machine.

I like the way she taught me English.

I like the way she didn't know the simplest Chinese.

I like the time when she and I went to my kindergarten secretly and had a look around.

I like looking at her learning how to make soap.

I like being with her.

I like looking at her.

I like thinking about her.

I like how sweet she is when she phoned me before she went to England for a week.

I like Minnie, the one and the only one Minnie in my life.

She's having a happy life, and I wish this will never ends on her.

Love,

Kelvin.

P.S. God bless her with her bf.

The Veronicas and the New Thinking System

No sooner have you read the heading than you must be confused for you have no idea what's the relationship between the Veronicas and the New Thinking system. Well, I'm sorry to tell you that there's no bond between them, I bind them together just to catch your eye, and it seems that I have succeeded since you're reading this entry right now, are you not? :P Nevertheless, I really want to tell about the Veronicas and the New Thinking System today.

To begin with, the Veronicas. It's not until a few days ago when I listened to their songs in a classmate's mp3 player that I realised there's such a, well, fabulous twins group popping out from nowhere. I don't know what to say, they just, rock! Without listening to more than once I decided most of their songs to be my favourites, to name but a few, Speechless, Leave Me Alone, 4Ever, When It All Falls Apart, Heavily Broken, Mouth Shut. I can't help but post out the lyrics of my favourite of the faourites, and that's Speechless. I don't know much about the group, yet I really appreciate their work. I'd like to call'em to go on till the Endless Nights! Wow! I'm really into them! Gasp! I haven't been in that high spirit after Avril Lavigne, Kelly Clarkson and Bow Wow. Woo! Their gifted hot voice, coupled with their skills makes me feel that they are already veteran in this area like Madonna. Yeah, I mean it.

So what's next? Ah, the New Thinking System. As I just said, it has nothing to do with the Veronicas. I bought an expensive book yesterday, titeld "I am Right, you are Wrong."in a bookshop. The author is the famous Edward de Bono, a physician and ...... forgot. In the book it states that the thinking habit we are using nowadays is not the best, and no longer adequate in modern life. Since the last Renaissance, we think in "arguments", which are supported "logic" and "reasons". This thinking system did help us a lot in making progress in al aspects of Science and Art. Many theories and laws are contructed and proved by logic and reasons. Maybe, maybe this thinking system is once adequate in the medieval times, but, as the author said, it is probably not the ideal way to make progress anymore nowadays. A New Renaissance is needed and is necessary. In the book he elaborates the thinking system that he has been putting forward for more than a decade.......

Well so here's the lyrics of my favourite song sung by the Veronicas, Speechless:

"Speechless"
Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you

I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you are different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

You leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
Oh no
My everything to you

You leave me speechless
(the way you smile, the way you touch my face)
You leave me breathless
(it's something that you do I can't explain)
I run a million miles just to hear you say my name
Baby (The best sentence of all !!!)

You leave me speechless
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
Oh
My everything to you
Oh.......


Enjoy. ^_^

Cheers
Kelvin

What the...

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Can't help

Well it seems ages since I last time left an entry here. Umm, I have been thinking about that since then, whether I should write something that I'm not supposed to. I want to say something to a, friend maybe, though I'm not a talking man, my words just slip away from my tongue when I face her, and I don't even know if that's the right decision to write about that after so long.

I want to tell you again that I'm really sorry for all that. But I'd like to let you know that everything has a reason. It didn't just pop out from nowhere. You must had thought that I did that just to do that. I didn't. Maybe I'm weird, I don't know, but I just couldn't stand that I felt like the same to you with the others....... I wanted to feel that I'm different from them because, you know why. And so I did the silliest thing ever in my life, hoping to convince myself I'm really different. I did that. I couldn't believe I really did that. But that's all because I felt myself not more than a friend to you, when we WERE more than that actually. Neither am I trying to defend myself nor to mean that the fault was not on me. Yeah, I know. It's totally my problem, that I was depressed seeing you getting along more than well with other guys. I always think absurdly, I know. .After all these days I realized the sole reason I felt depressed was that I was not confident enough, right. I would have felt nothing as long as I was confident, and everything might turn out in a totally different way. I'm sorry. As a matter of fact, until now I am still not sure if I should post all that out. I know you probably won't go to my weblog and see this entry by chance. Which is one of the reasons why I post it here. Let fate decide if you will suddenly visit my weblog and notice this entry, or simply let this entry sinking down the bottom.

Not trying to save anything as I know I can't, and wish God bless you, Ling.

Once again.
I AM SORRY------

Best Wishes,

Kelvin, one who once X(I remember that X is your favourite word) you.

I have no idea what's this for, and I know this passage will change nothing in this galaxy, yet I can't help, I can't. I'll explode one day if I don't tell the person the "truth"(if you believe).

Kelvin
1-12-05