Similarities

Many people suggest that we love someone doesn't mean we must own him/her, but instead make him/her happy. About that I still can't totally agree, even though I know it's true, but it's never easy to achieve that u kno. Well that's not my point as a matter of fact. What I'd like to say is, that I have a similar conclusion from 2 things. (Shit a lota whipsy keeps bouncing across my mind I can't tidy'em up)

1) tonight when I was trudging my way home through the bridge from HMV in Causeway Bay, I spotted an Ultra Hot chick running in opposite direction towards me. Until she walked past I didn't look at her clearly: how black her eyebrows are; how thin her lips are; how fragile she made you feel from her pale skin; how smooth her hair is, u name it. Yet, I felt gr8. I m not sure if it was I dared not look straight on her beyond my mind or, I didn't want to see her face in detail, lets assume its the latter. I realised from my past experience that when u look closely, no face on earth is perfect. Which is why I'm glad an image of "perfect" face had been pumped into my mind before it's ruined. I mean, the perfect image, the illusion is kept in my mind. If you don't catch me, I'll say, I treat that gorgeous face as an art work of the nature (of cuz its been artificially modified :P). When I saw such a pretty girl I felt happy, maybe a bit touched too, the same feeling as when you see a beautiful scenery in countryside. It's that simple, it's that clean. It's that original. It's that kinda In-heart joy. I believe even if I continue to write for 300 words I can't ever successfully describe my feeling. so just leave it here. ok so after this hell rubbish paragraph I forgot how it links to my aim. watever~ lol

2) In the past when I heard pieces of music on the radio that touched me to the deepest heart, I'd rushed in front of my computer n open my powerful WinMX to download it. It was when the bad side came out: listening to it over n over, I became to get sick of the music, n threw it aside in the trash. One day I suddenly questioned myself, "Why do I have to download it, dude? Why not simply enjoy the surprise when you didn't expect the music that tugs at your heartstrings?" No sooner had I have this thought, than I uinstall the WinMX and stop downloading the songs. (Actually part of the reason I uninstall WinMX is there's no longer so many songs nowadays hehe~) In this way I feel a whole lot better now. From time to tme I get surprises and yea it feels gr8 all the way. Yeah! So what I want to point out is that when we think we like sth we don't necessarily need to OWN them. yea thats it.


BTW its been a long time since I last write in english so forgive me for my super poor english man. But anyway no ones reading this so doesnt mater.

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Cheers,

Kelvin