Sudden Thought

Sudden Thought. Just going to leave a small paragraph here.

The Past.

I could feel it, perhaps unconsciously.

From the start I could feel that she, but she was the one I was really looking for.

I did nothing. I dare not. I was afraid. And I held back. Then I regret.

I regret.

Just like the book you lend me ages ago, It's not until I'm going to lose it that I learn to treasure it.

I wish, I wish I have the chance. But I am afraid still, that you're too high to reach, xxxxxx.

Merry X'mas

Kelvin

Relax day

Time flies without a trace. It still feels like it was yesterday that I last dropped an entry here, though in reality it's been 8 days. Being fond of too many things at the same time, I hardly motivate myself to drop by.

Well, so what to start with? First, the tv program, Point Pleasant. Yesterday was the end of the Point Pleasant episode one. At the end Kristina became evil and killed Jessy(not sure bout the spelling), who was the only one that can defeat her and stop her from bringing death to the town they lived in. This is a breath catching tv program. Though I'm a bit upset about the over simple ending.

Second, My friend being on the headline. With the newspaper's City main page in my hand, I saw my friend, Janet on the newspaper headline, that she was rewarded for winning the toy designing competition. She rocks!

Third, tea time. Today right after school Plane accompanied me to the Pacific Coffee in North Point. We stayed there for more than an hour, enjoying ourselves. Everything there was, well, gr8.

As you can see, in fact today I don't quite feel like writing weblog.
It sucks. :P

Kelvin

Minnie

Minnie, one of my best friends.

It had been a long time since we last time saw each other in Tsang's. I missed her. I missed her so much.

She's different from all I've known.

I like her so much (of course as a friend, or I gonna be killed :P).

I like her pure.

I like her beauty from the inside.

I like her loveliness, which is not acted, she is cute.

I like the way she teased me.

I like the way she laughed at me.

I like how natural she is.

I like how she looked when she's doing A maths with super speed.

I like her when she's drinking chocolate 雪貓.

I like her having no sense in playing poker.

I like the time when we're rushing through the rain.

I like the time when we're sharing an umbrella.

I like the way she laughed innocently.

I like the excited look on her face when she's telling me what Blythe is.

I like her sudden high pitch when speaking.

I like her surprised look when she found that her thought that she's taller than me is wrong.

I like having dinner with her in KFC, 吉野家.

I like her being happy most of the time.

I like the time when we were taking sticky photos, which was my first time.

I like her hurrying me up when we're adding pics on the photos in front of the sticky photo machine.

I like the way she taught me English.

I like the way she didn't know the simplest Chinese.

I like the time when she and I went to my kindergarten secretly and had a look around.

I like looking at her learning how to make soap.

I like being with her.

I like looking at her.

I like thinking about her.

I like how sweet she is when she phoned me before she went to England for a week.

I like Minnie, the one and the only one Minnie in my life.

She's having a happy life, and I wish this will never ends on her.

Love,

Kelvin.

P.S. God bless her with her bf.

The Veronicas and the New Thinking System

No sooner have you read the heading than you must be confused for you have no idea what's the relationship between the Veronicas and the New Thinking system. Well, I'm sorry to tell you that there's no bond between them, I bind them together just to catch your eye, and it seems that I have succeeded since you're reading this entry right now, are you not? :P Nevertheless, I really want to tell about the Veronicas and the New Thinking System today.

To begin with, the Veronicas. It's not until a few days ago when I listened to their songs in a classmate's mp3 player that I realised there's such a, well, fabulous twins group popping out from nowhere. I don't know what to say, they just, rock! Without listening to more than once I decided most of their songs to be my favourites, to name but a few, Speechless, Leave Me Alone, 4Ever, When It All Falls Apart, Heavily Broken, Mouth Shut. I can't help but post out the lyrics of my favourite of the faourites, and that's Speechless. I don't know much about the group, yet I really appreciate their work. I'd like to call'em to go on till the Endless Nights! Wow! I'm really into them! Gasp! I haven't been in that high spirit after Avril Lavigne, Kelly Clarkson and Bow Wow. Woo! Their gifted hot voice, coupled with their skills makes me feel that they are already veteran in this area like Madonna. Yeah, I mean it.

So what's next? Ah, the New Thinking System. As I just said, it has nothing to do with the Veronicas. I bought an expensive book yesterday, titeld "I am Right, you are Wrong."in a bookshop. The author is the famous Edward de Bono, a physician and ...... forgot. In the book it states that the thinking habit we are using nowadays is not the best, and no longer adequate in modern life. Since the last Renaissance, we think in "arguments", which are supported "logic" and "reasons". This thinking system did help us a lot in making progress in al aspects of Science and Art. Many theories and laws are contructed and proved by logic and reasons. Maybe, maybe this thinking system is once adequate in the medieval times, but, as the author said, it is probably not the ideal way to make progress anymore nowadays. A New Renaissance is needed and is necessary. In the book he elaborates the thinking system that he has been putting forward for more than a decade.......

Well so here's the lyrics of my favourite song sung by the Veronicas, Speechless:

"Speechless"
Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you

I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you are different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

You leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
Oh no
My everything to you

You leave me speechless
(the way you smile, the way you touch my face)
You leave me breathless
(it's something that you do I can't explain)
I run a million miles just to hear you say my name
Baby (The best sentence of all !!!)

You leave me speechless
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
Oh
My everything to you
Oh.......


Enjoy. ^_^

Cheers
Kelvin

What the...

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Can't help

Well it seems ages since I last time left an entry here. Umm, I have been thinking about that since then, whether I should write something that I'm not supposed to. I want to say something to a, friend maybe, though I'm not a talking man, my words just slip away from my tongue when I face her, and I don't even know if that's the right decision to write about that after so long.

I want to tell you again that I'm really sorry for all that. But I'd like to let you know that everything has a reason. It didn't just pop out from nowhere. You must had thought that I did that just to do that. I didn't. Maybe I'm weird, I don't know, but I just couldn't stand that I felt like the same to you with the others....... I wanted to feel that I'm different from them because, you know why. And so I did the silliest thing ever in my life, hoping to convince myself I'm really different. I did that. I couldn't believe I really did that. But that's all because I felt myself not more than a friend to you, when we WERE more than that actually. Neither am I trying to defend myself nor to mean that the fault was not on me. Yeah, I know. It's totally my problem, that I was depressed seeing you getting along more than well with other guys. I always think absurdly, I know. .After all these days I realized the sole reason I felt depressed was that I was not confident enough, right. I would have felt nothing as long as I was confident, and everything might turn out in a totally different way. I'm sorry. As a matter of fact, until now I am still not sure if I should post all that out. I know you probably won't go to my weblog and see this entry by chance. Which is one of the reasons why I post it here. Let fate decide if you will suddenly visit my weblog and notice this entry, or simply let this entry sinking down the bottom.

Not trying to save anything as I know I can't, and wish God bless you, Ling.

Once again.
I AM SORRY------

Best Wishes,

Kelvin, one who once X(I remember that X is your favourite word) you.

I have no idea what's this for, and I know this passage will change nothing in this galaxy, yet I can't help, I can't. I'll explode one day if I don't tell the person the "truth"(if you believe).

Kelvin
1-12-05

Drill Holes in my brain.

Don't panic. I don't really mean to drill holes on my brain. It's not the first day that I realized that I can't see things from different views. This problem has not been fixed up until now. I"m not going to tell you why or when or who inspired me to have this thought again, though I'd like to try my very best to share with you how I feel about that.

I'll take Biology as an example. When I see the following question: Why's the number of urination or a pregnant woman more than a normal adult?, I can't help but to think in the most common way, which is what everyone can think of, i.e. there's the embryo producing urine and so the urinary bladder is full in a shorter time. This is a factor, yet this is not responsible for the significant change. Guess wht. The answer is that since the embryo is in the uterus, occupying a large space, and so the urinary bladder is compressed, resulting in a smaller capacity of urine.
Err.... well, I just don't understand what on earth makes the difference that I can't think of any relevant answers while others can, without the slightest hesitatoin. The only reason I can think of is, as in Chinese saying, that My brain can't "turn as fast as the people can" .

So, how am I supposed to fix that up? I have no idea. Read more? If I know something just because I read it before then I don't regard that as solving the problem. I want my answer to come from my brainstorm, but not from my memory. Maybe I'm wrong, as I used to be.
Someone please help me.

The next thing I want to talk about is that, as I grow up I gradually really realize that not everything hidden in your heart can be exposed, coz this may hurt others, annoyed others, make others feel hatred, which are what I don't want to happen. I gotta learn to say the appropiate things.

That's the rule I learn, "Look before you leap, Think before you speak".

PS: BTW I'd like to thank my good friend, desiree, for sharing with me those verses in the Bible and all the things you helped me. You're sweet. :P

Cheers

Kelvin

Sweet November

For mom said the movie "The Sweet November" would definitely tug at my heart-strings, I decided to gave it a shot yesterday night when it was broadcast in Pearl. I'm undoutedly crazy about love stories, as are love movies, and so after a bit of hesitation I decided to spend more or less two hours on sitting straight on the sofa watching this touching movie. The story is about Nelson, a man who works for an advertisement company, helping large organizations to design the ads; and Sarah, a woman who always does crazy things. One day they met by chance, and within one minute she could feel that Nelson devoted himself too much on his work. He needs to change, she thought. Then she convinced with any method she could Nelson to drop down his job and live with her for one month. That month is November. This month did change him, all over. During that month, they went shopping like a couple, kissed like a couple, and most of all made love like a couple. They did everything but job. By the end of the month Nelson started to realize how beautiful the world is lying in front of him. He .....................

Oops, suddenly not in mood. I guess I'll continue next time.

Kelvin

World Mathematician???

Today during the Biology lessen, Mrs Leung, our Bio teacher told us about her husband, who is full of fansy if all she said is for real. We had double lessens, and she only took one of them to finish the short topic, Growth and Development. Then being given pressure by us, she told us about her husband. Though she didn't tell us his name, she said that her husband is the only Chinese in an cosmopolitan organisation, namely somewhat like "World Mathematician" (plz do tell me I remember wrongly). It sets out proposals to help big organisations to beat others down and trigger wars between countries or nations and from it transfers the capital to the specific country by some unknown methods. And after every job he can get a large sum of money. But there's a limit for every member, i.e. one can only works for 10 years in that organisation.
And now, Miss Leung's husband no longer needs to work and the money he earned is more than enough to support the rest of his life. Isn't this a man of fantasy?!

As you can see, today my entry is not as good as the past ones, because I am going to play Soldier of Fortune 2 now, so I'm in a rush. My heart is already there actually. So I think I should stop here.

Cheers,

Kelvin

One more day wasted in my unnoticeable life

Today morning I got up late, indicating the approach of the fall. When the weather gets cold, I have to struggle for quite a while before I can finally get up for cleaning up, as is the majority of the peoplle. Finally it took me more than half an hour to have myself ready for school. Still fighting to open my sleepy eyes wide, I arrived at school. Then I got to my classroom and sat down purposelessly, staring blindly at my classmates do homework. It was not until the second bell had rang that I woke up from my daydreams and zipped downstairs to the covered playground. I had to on duty. Damn! I was already 5 minutes late! I ran and ran, as fast as I could, hoping no one would have noticed me being late. Well, it was not the first time. You know, memorizing things is my Achilles' heel. Fortunately neither Mrs Kung nor the teachers of discipline blamed me on this.

Then I got back to the classroom after the Assembly had ended. Woo. There were two classmates absent today, they were Ozone and Ling. "Hey, they must have gone together with the wind!" I joked with Kit. "Maybe to watch films or library together! You lose, kit. Haha." I didn't know how he felt at that moment, yet I knew he was not happy with that at all. He acted as if he didn't care but I knew it. I just knew it. Um, nothing special with the lessens, just boring and monotonic, teaching us how to waste time efficiently.

After school I had the Chinese tution. I received the test last time and my result was 33.5 out of 30. You must be confused by then, that how can my marks be higher than the maximum marks Yeah, I couldn't figure out why too at first, and I was exhilarated about this abnormal phenomenon. My laugh froze as the teacher said she had doubled the maximum mark before marking for accuracy, which pathetically meant I only got half of the questions right. Good.

Once finishing the Chinese tution, I rushed to the covered playground to play my favourite game, the Happy Chess for a while until half past five, which was when I left for dinner at my grandma's flat, eating the same food every time.

After that I went home and is right now typing this entry which is without a single theme.

Cheers,

Kelvin

New seats

For once again there's nothing special happened today so here I am to write about my new seat. I sit on the sixth row from the door and the second last column. Which is awesome for I am close to the window and so able to have a view of the outside beautiful world during boring to death lessens(Hey I didn't say English lessens! Don't misunderstand!). Wheneveer you are sleepy, all you need to do is to cast your eyes over the enormous area emerald trees of Shau Kei Wan (Oops, Sorry for my extreme exaggeration.) and you'd be forgiven for starting to daydream you're in Amazon exploring the nature, and then you no longer feel sleepy. Trust me. Though afterall you're not paying much attention to what the teacher is saying as well. :p Sleeping or daydreaming makes the only difference.
Umm.. What's next. Yea. All the classmates sitting around me are as quiet as the carcass. On the good side I can concentrate on my work at any time. Be that as it may, I can't help but acknowledge that the surrounding atmosphere is so tedious that I have to gasp for fresh air like a fish out of water. Without Nathan or Scott, my best friends near me, I'm a bit depressed. Gone are the days when I sat with Scott and Nathan. Which was when I enjoyed most.
To end up this entry, I hope all people can always work their very best out of their life and, treasure your friends. You never know when you'll lose them. Too late will it be for you to feel regret for not treating them good enough when they're by your side. Think it over, my pal.

Cheers,

Kelvin

P.S. I have set up a forum : http://kelvinds.15.forumer.com/index.php?act=idx

It's new so don't expect there's anything inside. No expectation, no disappointment. :p

Happy Chess

Like what I used to be, I can't think of any special things to say, and after squeezing my brain for a while here I am to share my feeling on the recreational activity, namely "Happy Chess" with those of you who are reading this entry rite now.
To begin with, I would like to introduce to you whatsoever "Happy Chess" is in case some of you don't have an idea what I am typing about. Hmm... Should I say in this way, that western people play snooker while Chinese play Happy Chess. Happy Chess is somehow like snooker, yet with a smaller, square table and shorter que. Moreover, the "balls" in the Happy Chess game are chesses which are flat-bottomed. The rules are more or less the same with snooker, that is to shoot all the chess into the pockets.
Generally Happy Chess is a game for two players, though very often people form teams of two to play by taking turns to shoot. But of course, One on One is always the most enjoyable way to play.
I enjoy playing this game since it's easy to play it well. The tempo can be extreme, either devilishly slow or speedy. Despite being a two-player game, many people are entertained because the audience also enjoy watching the match. I think this game suit the people here since the tempo is just like the lifestyle of people in Hong Kong. Happy Chess really make you happy.

I guess that's all for my feelings on Happy Chess.

BTW, I realized that I haven't written a single response to From The Heart since the beginning of this term. Hope I will write in response someday.

Cheers,

Kelvin

The most important thing yet of all in our Class

School picnic? Exams? Whatsoever is the thing that my classmates most concern about? Guess what, it's changing seats! Gee! Our changing seats sytem is like this: on the first day of each month we can change our seats by different methods. The majority in my class are excited when they hear that they can change seats. Mr Li, our class teacher, however, is not fond of it in any sense. And this brings a CLASS WAR among us and Mr Li periodically just like menstruation. It's a miracle tha he can hear our giggling and murmur but is never able to 'hear' us whenever we ask him about changing seats. Undoubtedly he always turn a deaf ear to us under this situation, with no exeption. Though there's nothing we can do but to wait for his consent. Lol.

Didn't we make a deal? Why's that we are just like begging him everytime? It's totally above my head. Very often I just sit on my chair which has a "on9" symbol on its back and enjoy that splendid scene when they're struggling for our rights. They're exactly doing the same thing as what "long hair" do in front of Legco.

I think that's all for the story of "Changing Seats."

What following is about the movie clips we watched today at school, which were established by our classmates.

There're totally three of them.

Well I"m sorry to tell those who are reading this entry that I have nothing to say about the first two clips since they're far beyond my understanding. Firstly, I couldn't hear the conversation but the sounds of the background, which have cars moving by, piercing the air. Hmm... It's okay I can still understand them by looking at the subtitle, I thought. No sooner did I have this thought than the subtitles diappeared. Gosh. What followed was the dimming of the screen. Now I could only saw black dots moving on the screen and hear the sounds produced by the cars. Good. I could totally understand the clip. Yea I did, I did got it. It told me it's time to ask the classmate sitting in front of me in the hall for his N-Gage intead of wasting time on the UFO- Unknown flying objects. So what about the second clip? the protagonist is my friend, yet I couldn't stop myself from telling you how I felt about that. Just like the first clip, it has subtitles without fading out after a short while, and I can understand the whole story quite well. Nonetheless, throughout the story I could only see the protagonist whizzing around in the flat and do all sorts of housework. And then I saw the most meaningful thing yet of all shown up -- The End.
Ok, I guess it's an ETV and it's teaching us how to do housework. Yes, it must be so. I get it.

The third clip, which was also the last one, was really nice. The voices of the characters wouldn't be covered up by the background sound, and there're subtitles. Moreover, there's lots of punchline and I laughed at all that. You wouldn't think those jokes were "larn gag". Hmm... And despite a lot of jokes, the theme stands out clearly. I really enjoyed it.

After the movie clips, we finished school.

I stayed there for another hour to play "Happy chess". :P

Cheers

Kelvin

One of my Favourite songs

I love the way you love me

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there
And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane
But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me

And I like the sound of old R 'n' B
And you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times

CHORUS

(Listen to me now..)And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you..

CHORUS


Enjoy.
Kelvin, still feeling blue......

Does it worth wasting an hour everyday for nothing.

Realising that there's not much special to say for today, I have decided to write about our don't-know-what-the-hell-is-happening English lessens. Well, how am I supposed to start sharing you this endless nightmare? Um. Almost every day we have two English lessens, which the majority in our class regard as a self-study period lasting for an hour and twenty minutes. Throughout the lessens the whole class is surrounded by a bored-to-death atmosphere. Yet, you can observe the real character of classmates. Some of them read newspaper or the pamphlet published by school to learn vocabulary and sentence structure; some spend their time for chit-chat; some sleep throughout the lessens, hoping to regain energy for the study after school; most of them daydream while the others, which is the minority, really listen to the teacher, Chrisdinner . I, however, spend most of the time observing what the others are doing, then searching for the most meaningful thing to do. The English lessens are so monotonic that I'm feeling blue writing a bloody long passage to describe the circumstances during our lessens.

Moreover, I learnt something these few days. It's well known maxim, i.e. Look before you leap. (三思而後行) You gotta take responsibilities on what you've done.

I'm not going to tell you why I suddenly have this feeling though coz that's secret. Yet, I'd like all of the ppl who have read this entry to think it over.

Last but not least, I wanna tell someone(Let it be constant T) something (other readers can neglect this paragraph), that when I'm serious, you're not by my side and ready to tell me what you think, and when you are beside me I'm not in that kind of serious mood as you expect I am. I'm sorry for that, T. I'll work my best to try to be what u expect. hope we can figure the problem out.

Cheers,
Kelvin

A pretty easy day

Well, there's nothing special to say for today but a bit easy, neither was there pressure from quizes, homework or whatever nor harsh lessens, by which I mean Chemistry and Chinese. We do have Chinese lessens, two Chinese lessens for this day, but today they were replaced by the appointment ceremony of the Student Association, which lasted for a whole hour! Worse still, I had to on duty in the hall and stand straight throughout the ceremony... Some of the form three students were so active that they kept talking and giggling non-stoppedly. Being clear that speech is my weakness, I simply approached and gazed at them instead. No sooner had they realized my gaze than they behaved better. That's a cool experience because by merely staring at their eyes deeply for a few seconds they got flurried and flustered. Nonetheless, afterall my fatigue covered the cool feeling, and I wanted nothing but to sit when I finally got out of the hall.

Then it's lunchtime.

As usual the form two students were never naughty in my eyes , only talking and having fun all the time, which shown how energetic they were, just like when I was also a form two student few years ago.

Time flied.

After dinner I went for a hair cut. Well it's soso I guess.

Then I sat on in front of my laptop again as usual and typing my entry with no content inside, just "blowing water". Right now I am planning to eat corn flakes after finishing this entry.

I think I should stop now for I am a bit hungry. :P

Cheers,
Kelvin

Everything went to the downside

As what the actor in the drama "Aladdin" said, "Everyday there's a sucka". And that's me.

I went to bed late last night for I had been struggling with a film with forgotten name, and that marked the beginning of the nightmare.
I had to go for Additional Mathematics tution today morning and I just woke up in time. I had to brush my teeth and gel my dry, hard hair almost at the same time. Unconsciously I took out a piece of bread and placed it in my mouth and then I set off.
When I arrrived at the tutorial school it's 8: 50, which meant I was a bit late, though luckily enough the tutor was busying as a bee and so didn't bother to scold me or whatever. I sat down as soon as I got in and started to do maths silently, making no signs of my presence because I knew today is not my day and if I didn't pay much more attention than ever on my paper I would be the last one to leave this room. Despite my working hard, I still couldn't leave as early as I used to (In this tutorial school u can leave as soon as you have finished the paper, which somehow motivate us to do faster~), which made me depressed.

Then I back home and took a little break be4 lunch. After lunch I felt even more sleepy and with a pile of Biology notes in front of me and in my hand, I couldn't help but to go for a nap. lol~

And by 5:00 sth, i.e. now, I'm about to go out for swim (I'm still learning :P) with my friend, plane.

Horay! This is how I wasted my weekends! How marvelous! I had planned to do loads of stuff but everything turned out in an opposite way.

From this weekend and hundreds of thousands of weekends that I wasted before I learnt the importance of getting enough sleep. Watch out.

BTW, here's a site somewhat called love calculator, telling you how to get involved with desired person. Cool , rite~ (or "mo liu" ?)
Here's the link:

http://www.doctorathome.com/love/love.php?e=45eop-yrsrh2wefvy5whbj-y

Enjoy!

Cheers,
Kelvin

A Drama

I had a great day today, which is rare for me. There was no Chemistry lessens, the most boring lessen yet of all for I'm totally a jerk in this field; and no English lessens, which are with no doubt waste of time, but instead, we were arranged to go to the hall to enjoy a drama, of which I can't remember the full name but something like "Aladdin". Saying from the heart, the drama was not grand at all but it caught every audience's attention and no one was daydreaming or doing other things. All people were watching the actors and actress performing confidently with exaggerated facial expressions. They speaks fluent English as they are native speakers and so we could learn something from 'em. There was no any "dead air" throughout the drama and everyone was excited and kept exclaiming. The whole drama impressed me.

Finally be4 school we had a long break.

A nice school day, huh.

I guess that's all the special things for today.

(Oops~ Seems a bit short today :P)

Chao.
Kelvin

Caught a Cold

With the air conditioner turned on in such a cool day in the poor ventilated classroom, I can't find any reason for not catching a cold. When I set off form my home today morning the wind breezed through my skin and the drifting clouds together with the shiny sun form a beautiful but natural picture which made me feel hope in life. Though it's not all plain sailing.

My nose has allergy and so I often sneeze even under little unfavourable conditions, e.g. ups and downs in temperature, whether the air is fresh or not. to name but a few. Therefore, there's merely limited time I can reallly enjoy the day without having my nose cupped by my hands. Gosh~

When I got back the classroom, well it's ok, a bit cool but after all it's ok to my nose. but as more and more classmates got back to the classroom and the windows still kept barely opened, I began to feel being smothered. Couldn't breath in any air, or fresh air more precisely, and I couldn't help but gasping for fresh air. merely few of the mates also felt so while the others felt nothing. Then, there came the lessens. During the Biology lessens, Miss Leung, our Bio teacher commented that it was hot and turned on the air conditioner. Woo~ Why don't you open the windows instead, I wondered.

As what I learnt from a TV programme ages ago, students in Hong Kong never know the difference between FRESH AIR and THE AIR GIVEN OUT BY THE CONDITIONER. They never understand, never. And we, those who have nose allergy have to take that. That's somewhat fate, my friend.

Happy Birthday to myself

Today is my big day. No, not my wedding, but my birthday. For the first time there were a group of friends sang me a birthday song and several even gave me presents! Which was what touched me for I used to pass my birthday in an more ordinary way than ever. By the end of the day I received a novel, which is a love story--Hmmm my favourite :P --- and a model toy, which is cute. Even I don't know what the model is, I know that it's popular and what is the most important is their heart is buried inside this toy, and I can feel it, indeed. So, I'd like to deliver my 1000 times thanks to my friends that you all made me feel love. You know what, love can be in uncountable senses, love bet. couples, love bet. friends, love bet. parents, to name but a few. We used to know this but never did I ever really understand and feel it before until, today. Yea.

Now I wanna share with all of you a story which occurred to me (means got a brainstorm) all of a sudden. (deleted)

What makes this story so special is that even me, the author of this story, have no idea how many characters related to L are there in it, up to your imagination. One? Two? What about three?

BTW, I wanna express bit of my feelings on the drama, "Point Pleasant". Overall it's excellent, having a fantastic plot with innovative ideas on the topic of God and Demons, which opens my eyes. Everything goes well but one problem, which lies in the name of the protagonist of the whole drama, the daughter of demon-------She's called...............................................................................................................
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Kristina. =.=" I can't concentrate on the drama as soon as I realised what her name is.

Cheers

Kelvin.

I'm back

It seemed ages since I last time post an entry. So what have I been up to during these days and whatsoever made writing an entry become a luxury? Well, the Notebook. It is a love story with an ordinary plot but extraordinary touching. The protagonists, Noah and Allie, fell in love with each other when they were fourteen. Allie's mother, however, abandoned Noah from seeing her for he was a poor guy. So after spending the sweetest summer of all in their life with each other, she left with tears. They haven't seen each other since then. When she grew up, she met a wideknown lawyer, Lxxx(oops suddenly forgot his name) , and they gradually fell in love. Everything was fine, that they was even preparing to marry before long, until when one day Allie saw a news article about the death of Noah's dad. This little article with but several lines of words triggered her memories about past days. SHE HASN'T PUT DOWN HER FIRST LOVE, NOAH, AT ALL. Struggling for a lifetime long, she decided to call on him, with whatever reason that even she was not clear.

Things turn out in an unexpected way. Once they saw each other again after all these years, they fell in love again just like how they were when they were fourteen. They kissed, they hold each other, they made love, finally their soul became one. This is real love as you can feel it from this little book. She didn't want to hurt anyone but there's gonna be someone, and that's Lxxx.
Being similar to those Disney movies' ending, they lead a happy life for the rest of their life. The story doesn't end here, but I'd like to keep it secret and leave it for you to find out when you read this book.

I had spent for about 2 days reading this book. On a whole, it's worth reading. I myself DO like love stories, which may be partly why I shed tears at that time. You may like it too! ^^

Today in class period our class's video was broadcast in the school hall. It was pretty good, better than last year's, which is what we called "larn gec" . this year's is funny and we can learn sth from it, which is fantastic. Though, I couldn't enjoy it with full heart, not knowing the reason. (maybe. I don't wanna know the reason neither. I would tel myself to just let go and forget what I'm supposed to forget.)

After school I went home by MTR with plane, which triggered my memories but I'm not going to tell you guys. Hehee.

And after coming home, I sat down in front of the computer and start typing this entry like an idiot. =.="

Cheers~
Kelvin

A song

This song is perfect!


自君别后(片尾曲)

天茫茫，水茫茫，望断天涯人在何方，记得当初芳草斜阳，雨后新荷初吐芬芳，缘定三生多少痴狂，自君别后山高水长，魂兮梦兮不曾相忘，天上人间无限思量。 天悠悠，水悠悠，柔情似水往事难留， 攜手常亭相对凝眸，烛影摇红多少温柔，前尘有约今生难求，自君别后几度春秋，魂兮梦兮有志難愁，天上人间不见不休。

Try to digest every word in the lyrics.
Enjoy.

Life-Long Disease

Guess what. When I came back from a dinner with mom and sat in front of the computer, I forgot what I was to write before I set off. So... I suppose this will be the end of today's entry. :P
(This is the shortest entry yet of all)

Emerged at the back of my mind

I'm just awake from a 2-hour nap. Well, life's like this, things just happen to keep bothering you and keep you from falling asleep. This time it's phone calls. For hundreds of times of ringing of the phone successfully kept me from asleep. Great. Tht's mom and a secret man. Mom phoned me to ask me out for dinner, which was what I had promised her before. Then for several times someone unknown just phoned me and then had his mouth zipped up without making the slightest sound. No sooner had I realised that than I hung up the phone. Well, if everything just happened in other time than when I am sleeping, then it's alright. You get my point.
When I got up and walked to my computer, I noticed an incoming message from a foreign friend, which said, "HI, wat u doin" Yeah, what the hell am I doing? Was I not supposed to be either working hard on my homework or doing rivision? instead, I was sleeping.

"Err....just woke up"
"lol... y sleep? wat time is it? howz u"
"6:00.... well I'm alright.......... but tired"
"tired? why tired?"

Oops. I don't know neither. Why am I tired all the time?
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Wait! Time to go out for dinner with my mom. :P
Continue tonight.

Rofl ~ Hahahahaha

After a bath which made me fresh, I had myself sat down and started working on today's entry. There're more things than ever to say today.
To begin with, what I find in Maths lessens is that it's getting more and more boring. We are making barely any progress in the grand topic named Calculus. No time am I not worrying about if this chapter can be finished on time before the fast approaching HKCEE. In two weeks we have learnt the basic concept of Limit, finding the derivatives using the first principle and differentiating with some rules, such as the product rule, quotient rule, chain rule and all. Nathan, Scott and I just have no idea how long we can still stand. lol...

What comes next is about the tutorial centre. Nathan, Lam and I went to K. Kwong's centre for Chemistry tutoring as usual. Guess what! One, He spoke in lightning speed, with his words whizzing throughout the whole classroom. Within a minute we all felt dizzy. I wondered if he was preparing for next year's International Tongue Twister Competition through the lessen. Two, he didn't even give us any single minute to think about what he had just said or the questions but keep forcing piles of concepts into our brain. Gosh!

By the way, tomorow, oops, should be few minutes later and it's the birthday of a classmate. She said she's worried that no one is going to celebrate with her on that day. Listen to me, Ling, don't meet the trouble halfway. Instead you should worry that there'll be too many ppl when time comes. lmao~

Last but not least (hey I wanna drop a remark here: This is the first phrase (or maybe also the only one :P) I learnt from the great teacher Miss Ngai when I was in Form 1), I wanna introduce all of you a song, entitled "I don't love you no more(I'm Sorry)" . When I first saw the name, I thought it's about a man telling his lover that he's not loving her anymore. That's until I read the lyrics that I don't know it actually is about a woman walking away from a man. Oops.
Here's the lyrics:

For all the years that I’ve known you babyI can’t figure out the reason why latelyyou’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)if there’s a problem we should work it outso why you giving me the cold shoulder nowlike you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)okay I know I was late againI made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)I’m sick and tired of this silly gamedon’t think that I’m the only one here to blameit’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors That’s when you turned and said to meI don’t care babe who’s right or wrongI just don’t love you no more Rain outside my window pouring downwhat now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorryfeeling like a fool cos I let you downnow it’s too late to turn it aroundI’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry I guess this time it really is goodbyeyou made it clear when you saidI just don’t love you no more I know that I’ve made a few mistakesbut never thought things would turn out this waydoesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)me at the door with you in a stategiving my reasons but as you look awayI can see a tear roll down your face That’s when you turned and said to meI don’t care babe who’s right or wrongI just don’t love you no more Rain outside my window pouring downwhat now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorryfeeling like a fool cos I let you downnow it’s too late to turn it aroundI’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cryI guess this time it really is goodbyeyou made it clear when you saidI just don’t love you no more Those simple words hit so hard they turned my whole world upside down girl you caught me completely off guard on that night you said to me I just dont love you no more Rain outside my window pouring downwhat now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorryfeeling like a fool cos I let you downnow it’s too late to turn it aroundI’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cryI guess this time it really is goodbyeyou made it clear when you saidI just don’t love you no more

Hopefully I don't mean anything.

Back to Home

Here I am, rite at home, planning what to write in this entry. To conclude, merely two things did I learn for today, and they are :

1) I learnt that numerous classmates in either our class or those next door are wasting no time
in revising textbooks or notes from tutorial centre during recess, lunch, and even in the
interim of lessens! How hardworking they are! I could not face myself for I fooled around and
daydreamed while others are making progress in their studies and well prepared for the
HKCEE. By now I realise that it may be too late to discover this (or not). Yet, I have to put
lots more effort on study at the expense of the time for playing games and daydreaming. I am
with the idom I learnt today, "Where there's a will, there's a way.".

2) Well, by the time I finished the first point I have had the second point lost in my mind,
and gone with the wind. :P

I'd like to deliver my apologies here. (hehee)

So as to compensate I'm going to show u an article about my country, China's manned space mission. As yet there were merely 2 space flights, though China announced the next manned space mission will take place before long:

(Copied from BBC.co.uk)


China's space plans

China has announced that its next manned space mission will take place in 2007. The news comes shortly after the country's second space flight returned safely to earth after five days in space. This report from Daniel Griffiths:

Listen to the story

China's wasted no time in setting out the latest plans for its ambitious space programme. A senior official said the next manned mission will be in 2007, when the astronauts will attempt a space walk. After that, scientists will focus on developing the capability to rendezvous and dock with other spacecraft. He added that China also wanted to recruit female astronauts in the near future.

The announcement comes just hours after the country's second manned space mission touched down in the remote grasslands of inner Mongolia. The returning astronauts have been given a hero's welcome, riding in an open car in a nationally televised parade. Thousands of soldiers and groups of schoolchildren lined the route, waving Chinese flags. It's a sign of the great importance China attaches to its space programme, viewing it as a source of national pride and international prestige.

The most joyful school day of the week - Day 7

Here's the time-table of Day 7:
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Chem --> correctin' the shitty worksheet
English
} foolin' around and learnin' how to speak just to make sounds.
English
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recess --> foolin' around n time for a touch of snacks.
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Computer
} "computer studies" lessens are used to play "Counter Strike" . Well, both of'em
are abbreviated "CS" rite. lmao~
Computer
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lunch --> gotta on duty.... most painful period for today. Whole lunchtime is ruined.
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Chinese --> Well, after lunch it's probably time for a nap. zzZZZ....
Maths
} Nothing particularly hard is goin; to be taught. According to the DaLian students of the
same form, our Maths curriculum is about one to two years behind theirs.
Maths
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See. This is how we spend our precious time at school. And guess what! I'm in the computer room in the school rite now!
well gotta go for the important thing -- CS.
Continue later.

Out of my Expectation...

Here's the bad news of today:
1) I tried as hard as I could to finish the Biology and Chemistry tests within the time limit, though it was in vain.

2) I received my marked English composition, which was the first composition I wrote in this term. The result was unexpectedly unsatisfactory. Which is what made me blue for the rest of the day.

With barely any preparation, there's nothing I could blame for. Or that's myself if there's any. It was me who didn't pay much attention on the test and take it serious for ever. I kept chatting with friends and went for a film even when I knew the tests were ahead. I realised that I myself lacked self control all along, and I made no effort at all to fix that. Instead I just let this go on. It was with no doubt that I had entirely overlooked the consequences of lacking self control. It kills. Hopefully, it's not too late to collect myself and equip myself for one of the fatal, all-or-nothing moments, i.e. The HKCEE.

Well so that's all I'd like to talk about the tests.

So what about my shitty composition?

Yea, I did devote myself in the composition when I wrote this, which took me forever to have it done. I always take composition homework seriously and expect something out of it. I, however, missed for once and immediately felt totally down. Being frown, I found myself hard to concentrate on the lessons.

Be that as it may, the unsatisfactory result alarmed me that I have to work harder in all aspects and not to be blinded by my own ego.

In all, I regard it as a warning delivered by God to remind me that one wrong step may bring a great fall.


BTW, I got stuck in a M.I. question:

Please prove that (2n)! >= (2n)^n for all natural numbers n.
Leave me a solution should you know the answer.
Thanks.

Alas !

It was like a few days ago a classmate's English notes made me understand that I'm still 100000000...000 miles far from being okay in English. When my friend went through her notes, we found some words n phrase, that we had never ever heard of n couldn't believe that is English. One Example is "Alas!" . err......"What on earth's that?!" I thought to myself as soon as I noticed that Mars Language. It was not until on that night when I looked up the powerful online Dictionary that I understood what it means.

a·las ( P ) Pronunciation Key (-ls)interj.
Used to express sorrow, regret, grief, compassion, or apprehension of danger or evil

err....... It's okay, it's merely one single word that I duno.
Then what came next was...

"eureka" ,the another word that I hadn't even heard of.

eu·re·ka ( P ) Pronunciation Key (y-rk)interj.
Used to express triumph upon finding or discovering something.

Thanks to the lovely notes that it's just Day one.....

There were indefinite freak vocabularies if you say so ?.

Facing a barrage of alien words which I duno, all I could do is----Sigh.

Anyway, I wanna thank this classmate for opening my eyes.

There's nothing special today. Which is why I write about things happened days before. Hope there're more things to say in the coming days.

I Don't Have Any Money!

It's my first time since I was born. When I had finished my breakfast in a fast food restaurant in the vicinity and reached for my wallet, I found $15, which is not enough. Jesus! n I was in a hurry at that time, no time to waste! I called my dad at once to come down to take the bill. My dad put on the clothes n got down as fast as he could, n that was like 15 minutes later when he finally showed up. After that I zipped across the pedestrian road to the bus stop.

Were it not for that incident, I could have been early to the tutorial sch n be the first one to leave. The dream's ruined.

Then I went home for lunch n had a touch of daydream, for about half day I guess(That's my favourite!). And by 5:45pm, I gotta go to Venture meetin'. Hmm... There's nothing special 'bout the meetin'.

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Ah I wanna introduce you the recent album for which I feel great affection-- Wanted, by Bow Wow.

(foto shown upthere at the top of this entry.. Err... I'm still tryna figure out how to have my pics placed in wherever I want it. lol~ )

*Should you wanna dl these songs, I recommend http://www.emp3world.com/

1. Do You
2. Big Dreams
3. Let Me Hold You
4. Fresh Azimiz
5. Caviar
6. Like You
7. B.O.W.
8. Go
9. Do What It Do
10. Is That You(P.Y.T.)
11. No Money

Generally ppl give positive comments, be that as it may, I found one interesting review in the Amazon.com :

On WANTED, Bow Wow tries to act older by cursing and using terminology such as "n****". His constant use of the "n" word just goes to show you that Bow Wow tries a little too much to act grown up. But, just like his R&B contemporaries Mario (18) and Omarion (20), they all try just a little too hard by adding adult references and "mainstreamed" CDs as I like to call them that don't feature the infamous PARENTAL ADVISORY label (Mario was the most successful in pulling off his CD). The production for the most part is fine, yet sometimes it sounds too much like the song before it, flawing the particular song. For the most part, Bow Wows raps tend to focus too much on his age, being grown up, and on cockiness. Here's how I evaluate each song:

1. "Do You": Bow Wow tries too hard to be older here, the production is ok with a nice choral effect in it. 3/5

2. "Big Dreams": A Much better track than the opening tack that features nice drum programming, a nice serious and believable rap from Bow Wow with a nice hook. It catches your attention, yet compared to The Game's "Dreams" for example, it still doesn't capture a certain emotion or dramaticism that such a performance as "Dreams" by the Game or say "Why" by Jadakiss does. The Album's 3rd best track. 4/5

3. "Let Me Hold You" feat. Omarion: The flagship song for the album. This was smart of Bow Wow to choose this as the first single. The production is simple, but very nice featuring a haunting synth line and nice booming bass. Omarion sings the hook/chorus beautifully and Bow Wow has a nice rap. The very best track on the Album. 5/5

4. "Fresh Azimiz" feat. J-Kwon: Corny, corny track. The production here I don't find to be very stellar and it makes the already corny, cocky rap by Bowo sound even cornier. What makes it worse is the fact that it isn't anything other rappers haven't done better than Bow Wow before. Uninspired, one of the worst of the album. 2+/5

5. "Cavier" feat. Snoop Dogg: The worst album on the track. There is too much hook and not enough substance to hold this track up. This is probably of Snoop's many collaborations his worst and most uninspired by a mile. This is very, very corny. 2/5.

6. "Like You" feat. Ciara: The second best track on the album, good production along with a very nice collab. with Bow Wow's girlfriend Ciara makes this track good. The production of this track overall has a nice timbre to it, especially when Ciara sings the hook in unison with Bow Wow rapping it. 4.5/5.

7. "B.O.W.": The fourth best performance on this album. Basically, this arrangement features only a background drum programmed beat with Bow Wow's rap as the center piece. Believe it or not, Bow Wow pulls off this very well. It is too hooky, but it is still a notch above "Caviar", "Fresh Azimiz", and "Do You". 3.5/5.

8. "Go" feat. Jermaine Dupri: This is an average track, but not bad like "Caviar" and "Fresh Azimiz". It is listenable with a nice vocal harmonies as well as a repetitive hook. The major problem with the hook is that it is too repetitive and grates after the 4:24 track is over. Another flaw is that this track sounds too much like Jermaine Dupri's earlier songwriting and production work on Kris Kross's "Jump". He practically aludes to it when he raps about his first recordings in his basement. Not a bad track though. 3/5.

9. "Do What It Do": This is yet another "floptastic" track, yet not as "floptastic" as earlier ones. Jermaine Durpi once again appears, making too many appearances by the same guy in one album. The positive thing is that he doesn't have his own verse in this song. Again, you get tired of references to Bow Wow's age and his cockiness showing once again how hard he is trying. Other flaws include the hook isn't as catchy as the other tracks and the production is too similar to the other tracks. 2.5/5

10. "Is That You (P.Y.T.)" : More of the same basically. It is corny and nothing that we haven't heard in the rap world before. The production again sounds too similar to everything else as well as the beat. Is that James Ingram singing the hook? I'm not sure, but whoever is providing the vocals there, it is a nice refreshment to a boring track. 2.5/5.

11. "Mo Money" feat. T. Waters: Despite an overabundance once again to dirty references/profanity in an unlabeled album, the production is among some of the best production work on the whole of the album. The hook is catchy and overall the rap/song are ok, not stunning, but average. 3/5


Well, so what do u think? Although there're ppl givin' sorts of comments, as what is in the chorus of "Do You", we should be ourselves and get in our own lane.

Good nite.

Oops!

Just found a pretty pic. Hope this can make my lovely weblog (plz dun laugh at the carpet :P) less plain~ lol.
I guess that's a Japanese Porn Star acting a school girl, makin' an attractive gesture.

Maybe its a bit porno, I dun care, as long as it's not unacceptable.

Well, after all it's what I called "The Harmony of Beauty"


Hahahahaha.

I will post out more pretty pics whenever there's nothing special on me that day, so that the readers, that means u, wun be bored. Hehe^^

A day filled up with boredom and sleepiness~ zZZZZ

I always believe that if u didnt get enough sleep the night be4, the next day you're doomed to failure. That's wht it happened today. No sooner did I get up, than I felt extremely sleepy again. I had to drag myself school with ny greatest effort. When I got back to my classroom, I was stil struggling to open my eyes widely. Worse still, due to my own laziness I didn't revise for the Chinese test today. Which means I had to do that today morning, though I was much too sleepy to have that done. As a result I sucked in the test, of course. = ="
Then everything went in the way it used to be until after school, when I asked Miss Leung, our Biology teacher, something in the book. I told her I dun understand why one of the figure's like that n then what I heard is, "Oh, because this figure is wrong." Ill~ I wondered why not even one single classmate had encountered the same problem as me. My classmates r really tough, see.
Well gotta go for study.

P.S. BTW I am figuring out how to post pics right now. :P How clumsy of me when facing technologies! Gosh!

Unfortunately my weblog is started on a day when all the things got stuck

It's unlucky that my weblog is started on a day when everything gets stuck. It's a public holiday, which means I could have studied heaps of things today. But by contrast, I haven't even finished the slightest things at all! Why's that~ No idea. Time just slipped away n, when I glanced at the clock, "Oops it's already 23:00....". And I couldn't collect myself. I felt tired n sleepy all day and couldn't concentrate when readin' Chemistry text book n Chinese books, to name but a few.I hate myself for being like that. Nevertheless, I can't help it. Whenever I behave like that I have a strong feeling that I'm wasting my precious time. n one more thing. Which is weird is that everytime I feel that myself can't concentrate tht day then the sun is shining fiercely through my window into my room. I don't know why, but it's real. I guess no one can account for that.

Well I think that's enough for the first entry. Actually I did have another weblog long ago but sadly enough that I keep forgetting about it from time to time. Finally I gave up. n 5 minutes ago, I was very interested in owning a weblog again all of a sudden. I'm not quite sure when I will forget about it like the one before. After all you just can't consider so much rite~ You just have to let things go in the way they're meant to.I should stop by now. Gotta go for the silly game "Armymen II":P , though it's funny.Good nite, myself. Kisses.