HKCEE

Comin' Tue.

HKCEE, a word that I've been hearing for times n times, n yet it's definitely more than 5 lettter to me, esp when it's finally my turn to take it, 3 days later. I c'nt agree more by now time reli flies without a trace.

I hvn't tried by very best, at all. With an implicit insight that I gonna regret in not long future, still, I hv been doin' wht I mentioned in a post before, which means that I'm not improving nothing, nothing.

Perhaps, my soul was contaminated somewhere in time, that my determination has beome so weak it's overwhelmed by the barrage of God damn temptations defencelessly? Only heaven knows.

I am clear that one day ppl are goin' to look down on me, n the most important thing is even I myself starts to alter my self-image.

I AM not doing the right thing either, as I am typing this post, while I am supposed to be studying computer for the CE comin' Tue.

One day when I was reading a news article I learnt a theory, which states that when one believes in something, the he will make adjustments in his behaviour, without his own conscious acknowledgement, in order to fits into that "thing". And now I begin to believe I am stupid.....

Cheers,

Kelvin