Talent

This time it's reli goin' to be the shortest post ever. :P

Everyone is gifted in at least one aspect, which is strangely accepted by the majority that some are better while some are not as good.

Whatever, I am sure that I'm definitely not talented in understanding women.
When facing women, generally I have one of the following attitude:

1) Dun feel like talking to them. The sole reason is that I dun have much female friend, and so there's not much to talk with those ladies(girls I mean). And I can barely enjoy the conversation for my lack of humour's sake, which is why I always have to shoot my best to avoid 'super ultra-dead air'. That makes me tired...

2) Nervous. When facing some girls, I feel unnatural, for whatever reason. I have no idea why, but that my words juz slip off my tongue and all left is a big hole and my larynx. I can't help. Jesus. I have to worry what to say next and I'm really sick of it. Now I talk less and be on my own more n begins to get used to it and enojoy it. I reckon in not long future I am going to completely lose my ability to communicate with other people, including male. My communicating skills are getting worse.

3) Feel comfortable just like being with male friends. Well, this kind of friend is rare for me. Because of my freak style, and character, I can barely find any male friend that shares the same views with me, not to mention girls.

Minnie is different to me. (It's Minnie, it's different.)

During form 4 when we were in the same tution class, she is in the 3rd kind. But now, when I see her in chem tutorial class, I feel that she begins to become type 2.
I duno why, juz feel nervous that finally I can't help but to go to another room. I really want to talk with her for a whole lot time, yet I behave unnatural, which is what I dun want her to be aware of.

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Actually it sudddenly occurs to me that some readers(although actually there ain't any! rofl~) may groan at that most of the time I am talking about Minnie and wonder if I have other things to say except her.

Well, If u really think as I said, then I'd like to apologize, since everytime I type a post, I don't think any other things take place (I wonder if there's any as a matter of fact) is more worth noting down.






If you have to force me to speak out it, then as u wish, all that's because





I AM BLANK.