What makes me so stupid

I am just back home, clothes changed, and then wasted no time rushing towards my notebook and started this post. I'd like to tell u an interesting (reli?) yet stupid real story that took place just half an hour before.

The story began when the tution was over. My classmates and I left the building from the back stairs. When we'd got to the ground floor and I turned around occassionally, Minnie caught my eyes - She's behind me: as far as I remember she virtually leaves by taking the lift everytime, which is why I was surprised seeing her using the stairs. A split of a second and then she saw me too. Being who I am as usual, words just slipped away from my tongue. What only emerged and all in my brain, was a word that can't be ever simpler - "Bye~", and the silly waving gesture. Dammit, I rarely behave like this.

Then I turned around and left with my mates, yet I felt uncomfortable all the way, not knowing exactly why. Part of it, of which I was sure, was that I felt ashamed on myself for behaving as a shit, while the other part was unknown, unknown until when I got on the MTR. No sooner had I got on the cargo, than I realised what - I wanna ask her for dinner together. That's wht obsessed me all along since I waved Minnie bye. It was then I dragged my cell phone out from my pocket and discovered that it was out of battery. Haha......What the god damn fate! I knew what I want to do when everything appeared to be too late and then, when I tried to phone her in case it was not too late it, it.......!!! Very well. I couldn't blame the phone though. I was the one who didn't know to grab the chance to ask you when we were fact to face, but had to wait till we're elsewhere apart that I couldn't help but to try to phone you.

I didn't, and don't know how to describe the foolishness in me.

I didn't have dinner. The mere thing and all I had in my mind was to back home as soon as I could and type out this post, without knowing why. (I reli don't know? well, I guess I want to at least tell you, minnie, that I had this intention, notwithstanding the unchangeable fact that time don't wait...)

Of course, maybe you was having somewhere to go anyway and even I asked you, it's still in vain and nothing's different. But I felt like a noob. Lol~ By the way, did you actually have somewhere to go, minnie? What about next week? :P reli wanna eat with you once more, really.

So, this is how everything(All things matter to me today is already written here) goes today.

Well I gotta go eat something finaly, after typing this post, as I am really hungry right now. :P

Cheers,

Kelvin

P.S. I can't believe myself that I can write such a large paragrah on something taking that is like less than three seconds. Hehe~